Yeah, my grandpa is slowly dying of Stage 4 lung and liver cancer. I don't think I've ever felt this bad, and watching him gradually getting weaker and weaker just....hurts...knowing that someone who you care for and whose been there for you from the start, helping you read, study, and generally grow up, is dying right in front of you, and you can't do anything about it, just makes you question everything around you... I don't even know what to think anymore.

And family, oh man....my grandma....she's falling apart...She's probably my favorite person, and she just can't handle this...everyone around me is crying...and even I'm starting to breakdown....




I probably won't be online much from now on...sorry to everybody....



; ; /journal